life is hard... u need to look really good, in every corner and seek for the right place to grow... and u think u found just the right one and open that door and step in the big world with your head up... untill one day u realise that the door u opened, the hole u found and sneaked through, is not all that good... what do u do then? u go back and start fresh? start from zero again?
but can u do that? are u strong enough?